Below are the 20 most recent journal entries recorded in Jared Morris' LiveJournal:

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Saturday, September 27th, 2003
10:04 am	wow i think since the livejournal is a trend again. I should start writing in mine. I had the urge to update and talk with the internet world about some of my problems. I really have a few but they can be solved very easily. i started working out like crazy. I have a desire by next summer to take my shirt off at the beach(I could have done it this summer) but with working and never having time to do anything i didnt. My dreads have come along in since and strength. I'm soo happy I decided not to cut my hair. I love it too much. i'm playing in a band again. We are ok. We need a new drummer and then things will be straight. otherwise i've been in a fruitful mood. Current Mood: happy Current Music: "Boy and the River"- by the grace of god (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, August 11th, 2003
10:12 pm	Vacation #2 I just got back from 4 fun filled days in Virginia for my family reunion. It was fun. Lots of good food, awesome cousins, and fun filled activities. I did a comedy skit that actually made my family laugh. go me. I come home today and my guitar is messed up ruining my mood. Ummm otherwise I got home safe and I dont know what else to write. Current Mood: numb Current Music: nothing (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, August 7th, 2003
6:05 pm	yo Well lets see. Life is ok. I still dont have a girlfriend( which isnt a bad thing) i still have no band, my schedule for school sucks real bad, i'm hungry. I want to make out with a really cute girl, I want an amazing band that everyone likes and things i'm hot when I sing ot play my guitar. basically my life is a bunch of things I need and want. FUCK you. Current Mood: blah Current Music: Smokey Robinson -" tracks of my tears" (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, July 3rd, 2003
1:17 pm	yep i went to georgia, I came home. I have dreads, I think jena malone is hot. Current Mood: amused Current Music: the police (Comment on this)
Saturday, April 19th, 2003
10:44 pm	also its starting to get to me how everyone has somebody and I dont. Or how the girls' i'm friends with their b/f's tell them not to hang out with me cause they feel threatned. jesus. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
10:29 pm	you will always have this oath, you will always have this friend Ahh i'm so bored right now. i changed the strings on both my guitars. i'm considering going vegan in a few weeks. A change in my life. Ok i've not had a beautiful woman in 2 years to actually call my g/f. I just want to make out with a girl for a few minutes ya know? cuddle and shit. ahh man. i never have anything fun to say on this journal anymore. oh well. later Current Music: her last words - Judgements based on assumptions (Comment on this)
Sunday, April 13th, 2003
8:35 am	nice AFuneralnMyBrain: but listen , i think ur a wonderful and good friend unlike alotta ppl, u wouldnt give up on some1 until they fuck u over, and ur hair is great and u have beautiful dark eyes. i dont think u have anytthing to worry about That made me soo happy today. Thanks to anybody who actually cares about me and is my TRUE friend. Current Mood: grateful Current Music: reggae mix sazooki made me (Comment on this)
Friday, April 11th, 2003
11:17 pm	tired. bored, nobody gives a shit about me. whatever. Current Mood: cranky Current Music: fugazi (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, March 3rd, 2003
10:16 pm	i just realized that the past 3 entiries i have are all a month apart. jesus no wonder why i get soo moody. I gotta start writing in here more and express myself. Current Music: silent majority (2 Comments |Comment on this)
10:09 pm	hmm i havent updated this journal in a while. umm Thanks to jaydecay for replying in my journal and stuff. i'm tired and i want to watch movies. later Current Mood: tired Current Music: silent majority (Comment on this)
Sunday, February 2nd, 2003
11:47 pm	and its not getting any easier its been a while since i updated this shit. Umm I have started a band. I'm on guitar and vocals, xtian is playin geetar, ryan is drummin, kiel is singin/screamin, and hopefully pete will play some bass. this band is going to rock my socks. Hopefully it will get me somewhere in life instead of feeling sorry for myself. I hate doing that. but i look at certain aspects of my life and wonder why I'm not as handsome as some of the guys, not as tall, skinny, why dont i have a g/f. I have noticed this and my mom has too. All the girls i know are my "friend". None of them want more. I seriously think maybe i am too nice? not like anyone is going to read this piece of shit journal i have. I actually forgot about this thing. Current Music: fall of icarus- R.I.P (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, January 2nd, 2003
10:36 pm	new computer so this is my first post on my new computer. YAY! i got this ill dell computer that plays music like you wont believe. ok so i want to start a band. my own band. something IM STARTING. umm i dont know what else to say. bye Current Mood: giggly Current Music: avail (Comment on this)
Monday, December 23rd, 2002
1:46 pm	more quizzes What's your sexual appeal? brought to you by Quizilla wow. THis may explain why i'm gay. What Sign of Affection Are You? brought to you by Quizilla i definately am emo. What Sign of Affection Are You? brought to you by Quizilla interesting. I dont hate things that much tho. What swear word are you? brought to you by Quizilla This explains my mood half the time. (Comment on this)
1:44 pm	quizzes. How Emotional Are You? brought to you by Quizilla (Comment on this)
1:14 pm	soo sore I went to the show last night at the port jeff elks lodge. Strongpoint, Gabriel, heads vs. Breakers, The reformation, and My new band Another Day. I got pissed cause at the last minute they tell me that they dont want me to play the show cause they dont want to fuck up. they want to be flawless. That was a smack in the face. I felt like shit when xtian told me that. Still kinda mad but i supported them and sang along on some parts of the songs. All the bands were incredibly good last night. I danced my ass off again for strongpoint and gabriel. The new gabriel songs made me have a low key orgasm. The breakdowns were so crazy. Ok i seriously was in a good mood for a few weeks and now it seems like everything is turning to shit cause of my attitude. It started yesterday cause my dad calls me 2 days before x-mas and starts asking me if i'm buying him a gift and all this bullshit. he hasnt talked to me since august/september. Then i got jackie Lucas mad at me. I really need someone to talk to before i go crazy and end up in an institution. Then on top of that last night i fell on my knee at the show and it hurts like hell. I am going to seriously get arthritis before i turn 21. I love LIHC. Current Mood: crappy Current Music: none (Comment on this)
Friday, December 6th, 2002
12:24 am	i would rather get beat up for what is right so today it snowed. haha. i was at school at 8 in the mornin. then i had a 1 oclock class. then all classes from 12:30 on are cancelled. so i took jackie to school this morning. and i asked her if she needed a ride home and she said She wanted to hang out for a little bit more. thats cool. so i saw jaimie and went to talk to her about somethings. then around 1 they tell us we have to leave the school. so i go looking for jackie and shes nowhere to be found. hmm. so i left and drove jaimie to her car and mylen home. but on the way home i stopped at jackies house in hopes she would be home but she wasnt there. he mom was pretty upset. but what could i do? She ended up callin her mother to get her otherwise. I dont know I'm always doing something nice for someone and i never get a "thank you" or "thanks for caring" I get it sometimes but i wish the person would really mean it. As i sit crying writing this i dont know. Some people dont see that my heart is in a good place. blah. whatever man. Current Mood: stressed Current Music: strongpoint (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, December 3rd, 2002
11:03 pm	blahhh You know when you're sitting on a chair and you lean back so you're just on two legs then you lean too far and you almost fall over but at the last second you catch yourself? I feel like that all the time. I saw that in jesse's profile and i fell in love with it. Well i told jackie today that since we've been hanging out non stop that i kinda liked her and what not. THat didnt work out too well. Oh well sometimes its best to remain friends with someone. Ahh New band real soon. its an all sXe emo/screamo/hardcore band. Its going to be off the hook. ohh well school is almost out again woohoo. ok bye Current Mood: blah Current Music: i'm so tired- Fugazi (Comment on this)
Monday, November 18th, 2002
12:56 pm	this quiz is accurate too. What long island hardcore band are you? brought to you by Quizilla I love on the might of princes. Such an amazing live show. Current Mood: accomplished Current Music: Bane (Comment on this)
12:28 pm	wow. these quizzes are accurate. How BLACK are you? Brought to you by the good folks at sacwriters.com. How BLACK are you? Brought to you by the good folks at sacwriters.com. wow. i'm not even white or black hhahahaha. Current Mood: amused Current Music: Bane (Comment on this)
Saturday, November 16th, 2002
1:19 am	these neon lights on my heart still blinking vacancy Well yes there are neon lights on my heart blinking vacancy but whatever. SO its been a while since i updated this journal. Where to start. a lot of stuff has happened. My mom has to get surgery. thats not cool. My band is starting to take off a little bit. we arent gettin famous or anything but we might have a show in the city real soon. I got my new guitar amp. A marshall 1960A cabinet and a crate gx900h head. I'm saving my money the next couple of months for a peavey 5150II head. That head is so amazing. SPeaking of amazing. My friend xtians(christian) band ANOTHER DAY is amazing. fucking LONG ISLAND CREW. Old school hardcore with a mix of metal breakdowns. Kinda like us. Our Only Hope and Another Day are going to be the leaders of the hardcore scene one day. The side project I'm starting is going to be sick. Influences like Her last words, Saves the day, Thursday, and so many more bands are going into this project. As for my love life, who gives a fuck? I do occasionally, but whatever man. I like how girls feel the need to tell me about every guy who flirts with them, the talking about their ex-boyfriends, guys who they are seeing now who after 3 dates they are trying to get into their pants. I don't like that. I may be an asshole for saying it but It makes me feel like shit. BIG TIME. I dont like go around talking about how many girls I see oh wait, I dont fucking see any. hahahahhaaha. Wow. I feel so much better now. Ohh shit party at rickys tomorrow. Maybe i'll break my edge and drink 6 beers and smoke 2 bols. hahaha. right. "I'll be here tomorrow. and i'll be here next year just like this X on the back of my hand. not going nowhere.-Bane Current Mood: awake Current Music: Another day- LONG ISLAND CREW and TOGETHER (2 Comments |Comment on this)